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Thank you all for listening. I know the cruise monehy they are loosing means absolutely nothing to them right now. It is just a shame. I know that her and her husband will do whatever it takes to have children as she used to want 10 and has now narrowed it down to 4. It is a shame that this sort of stuff happens to such nice people, but I guess this is all a part of life. I will still enjoy myself, my husband will be with me, and we will have twice as much fun for them as well. As much as I understand what she must be going through and how hard the times are for them right now, I can't help but be a little selfish. We were college roommates and each others maid of honors. She is my best friend, but right after college she moved to Florida and we see each other once a year for one day (other than our weddings). I live in New Jersey. This was to be the first time since collge that we would spend a whole week together (We graduated almost 5 years ago) and I am going to truly miss her on this vacation because I will know in the back of my mind that she was supposed to be there. I guess I can always look forward to the next time because I know there will be one. I just wish that I could be there for her right now.