Normal
I would have to say it is the ship. Once I am aboard and realize that I am there, and will be there, I can really relax. There is no thought of checking out the net, poking around the garage, maintaining the pool, pulling weeds etc. etc. Not that I have that much to do, it's just knowing I can't do any of it that unwinds me. I don't feel I have explained this feeling, and maybe I can't. I just find myself in a state of mind that I don't get to in very many places.
