I am saddened, heartbroken and speechless. I had not read any previous threads about Hucc doing worse. The last I read, things were looking OK. I haven't been on the boards much the last few days, and when I was, I didn't really read many threads. So I was taken aback when I read your post Mary Ann. I don't even know what to say. I have tears in my eyes as I type, because I felt the closest to Hucc than I do with any other poster. He and I shared some PMs in the past and he also gave me his home address to send little "brighten up your day" cards to. My prayers are with him now, and with Oliver, Koolaid, and the rest of the their family. If and when God decides it's time to call Hucc home, I know he then will be a peace, but it will be Oliver and Koolaid who will bear the pain and sorrow of broken hearts. I don't even know what else to say.